Because of love

The clearing of studio came so suddenly. 

Though I did clear out my locker and work space the day before... 

After I acknowledged that I lost my corner, my table, my wall, my window, 

I realised that they were only 'mine' in my understanding during a very brief time.   

Meanwhile, some part of my energy vanished with 'my space',
as if my senses vacated as well. 

I got defeated by myself little by little everyday.

Luckily, today is no longer today. 
Everyday is yesterday.

I found faith and strength to hold myself together,

to create force to tie up my heart from collapsing every time 
I have a taste of disappointment.

I believe in yesterday and in creation.

不是為了折磨自己而織布的，
是因為它帶給我成就感，
這讓我感到快樂。

我希望活得快樂。
有輸有贏的那種，剛剛好的份量。

創作過程中就算發生了災難，
失望之餘，練習轉念，
把它當作來自下一站的挑臖，
時刻提醒自我的成長空間。

illustrated by liiah

Oooh what a pleasant surprise *..*
The top I designed and made appeared frozen on Leutton Postle's website hehehe

告別青春嘛

才不勒。雖然逐漸在告別青春的肉體，但因為大家的愛讓我永保青春的心。
爸爸媽媽我27歲了，謝謝您們給我這個機會來世一遭，我愛您們。
一路相伴的手足及好友，謝謝你們，我也愛你們。
過去的一年，學習了許多，轉變也很多，維持不變的仍是對生命的熱情。新的一年，畢業在即， 將會面臨工作和居住城市的選擇，就算未來的輪廓有著朦朧的提示，我也猜想不出自己一年後確切的模樣。人生的冒險千百萬種，期許自己懷著寬闊的胸懷，努力認真，繼續過著開心又強大的日子。特此紀念依凡婚禮苡禎拍攝的伴娘美照一枚。