Because of love

The clearing of studio came so suddenly. 

Though I did clear out my locker and work space the day before... 

After I acknowledged that I lost my corner, my table, my wall, my window, 

I realised that they were only 'mine' in my understanding during a very brief time.   

Meanwhile, some part of my energy vanished with 'my space',
as if my senses vacated as well. 

I got defeated by myself little by little everyday.

Luckily, today is no longer today. 
Everyday is yesterday.

I found faith and strength to hold myself together,

to create force to tie up my heart from collapsing every time 
I have a taste of disappointment.

I believe in yesterday and in creation.